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Sunday, December 28th, 2008
9:31 pm - New years resolution
I admit:
I laugh when people fall over, I don't wash my make-up off before I go to bed, I think middle-aged married guys can be sexy, I bitch about people inside my head, usually as I talk to them, I hate some people just because they're pretty, I used to have a crush on a cartoon character, I think avenged sevenfold are a bunch of twats, I'm still scared of the dark sometimes, I find people with mental disorders strangely attractive, I binge eat, I used to self-harm, I've tried to make myself sick before, I've fancied at least two girls before, I love finding flaws in people, I love knowing how people think, I talk to inanimate objects and to myself, sometimes I get scared of walls for no reason, and going up the stairs terrifies me.
2009, I'm not going to be afraid to admit to things, and I don't care whether you like it or not.

current mood: cheerful

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9:30 pm - stuff

I was so drunk last night, hahaha
"The wine, it's all around your mouth!"
"No...no, no no it's not!"
"Buy your own fucking booze!"
"Buy your own fucking room, get out!"
Sorry Mum, hahaha, and thanks for the call J I think I needed it:L

And another thing, on an entirely different note;
Why do people say they hate stereotyping and then call people chavs?
The meaning of chav is usually that they're violent and rude, so just because someone wears adidas it dosn't automatically make them a chav. A lot of the peopler you'd deem as being "Goth" are actually are more violent than the groups of pre-teen boys hanging round parks to scare small children and trying to look tough. I'm just saying that what you wear dosn't mean your going to act a certain way. Just cus a guy wears eyeliner and skinny jeans dosn't mean he's going to be all sweet and polite, and just because a girl wears adidas and cheap jewelerry from argos dosn't mean she's going to be a slut.
Get to know people before you asume things via their outfit, it's stupid.

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9:29 pm - Basically,

I miss singing extremely loudly to You Know What They Do... in the school field and pissing everyone off. I miss reanacting scenes from the I'm Not Okay video and playing croquet with sticks and rocks. I miss how you used to constantly grab me by the shoulders for no aparent reason and then apologize for about an hour when I told you it hurt a little. I miss sleeping round your house and borrowing your MCR shirt that went down to my knees and going out onto your trampoline in the middle of the night and yelling at your neighbours. I miss sharing your bike and attempting to cycle to Cowes and back sharing the same seat and falling off every five seconds. I miss spending my weekends just sat in your room with you, listening to Greenday as loud as we possibly could and not saying hardly anything at all. I miss how, that one time you had a sleepover, and everyone else wanted to listen to crappy music and watch chick-flicks and we were arguing back that we wanted to watch Lord of the Rings and listen to MCR. I miss that time we were both so pissed off with everyone and everything and you got out a bottle of Jack Daniels from behind your bed and just chucked in a load of asprins and we drank it and couldn't stop laughing and hugging each other and we were like "I swear we just got high on asprin?" :L I miss how you used to always wear that jacket I gave you even though it was too small and the sleeves nearly came up to your elbows. I miss how you used to come into school and ignore everyone else completley and then start talking to me. I miss how you used to have a Harry Potter pencil case, and the first time I ever met you was when I got moved into your maths class and you were sat stabbing it with a compass. I miss how you used to love dragons and magic and had a crush on Aragorn from Lord of the Rings. I miss how, that one time you were crying when everybody just wouldn't leave you alone, and I came to see you at the top of the field and we went back to Mrs Collinsons room and missed the last two lessons and played with jenga bricks instead. I miss that time when you randomly called me and said "we're going to newport!" and I told my mum we'd be round your house and we got the bus there and spent all day pissing about with the Matalan trollies. I miss how I knew I could tell you anything in the entire world and you would never ever judge me or tell anyone if I didn't want you to. I admit, I always wondered why you wanted to be friends with me. I was in complete awe of you, you were the first ever geniune, clever, true person I had ever met. Then you changed, and I'm not even sure if I want to know you anymore or not. Sometimes I actually wonder if you were real at all, or if I had made you up.
But it was nice to know I had a perfect friend while it lasted, so thankyou:)


current mood: ditzy

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9:28 pm - :(
 
I went to visit my grandad yesterday.
It's so upsetting. He kept looking at all of us and smiling a bit, but you could just tell in his eyes that he didn't have a clue who we were. He can't even talk properly anymore.
And the worst thing is, it's gonna get worse and worse until he dies and they can't do anything about it.
:( I want my Grandad back.



current mood: melancholy

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9:27 pm - I don't get it?
 
I swear the english language is slowly dying due to the internet.
People are ranting about things they deem important on their pages/band pages etc and I cannot actually understand a word they're saying. Face it, nobody can take you seriously when you can't even spell the word 'dumb' right.
Label is spelt with the e before l.
Hello only has one 'o' in it.
It's 'stereotyping' not 'steriotyping.'
Don't replace 's' with 'z', it's stupid.
You don't need a '..xx' at the end of every word.

I feel like buying you all a dictionary for Christmas.
Oh& on a totally different note, the whole 'gothic' theme started out with arcitecture and story genres, fashion and music only picked up on it later on. Marilyn Manson wasn't the creator of 'goth,' sorry kiddos.
</rant over>

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Sunday, December 7th, 2008
9:58 pm - Haha
I haven't been on here for about a year.
I was reading some of my older posts; what a bloody moron, haha.
I'll be posting some uh...newer ones soon.

current mood: content

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Sunday, June 22nd, 2008
10:17 pm - stupid cow

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current mood: aggravated

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Tuesday, April 15th, 2008
10:58 am - psssh

okay. im feeling pretty pissed off at the moment. it takes a lot to piss me off normally so yeah. i was on myspace yesterday when out of the blue i got a message - im not gona give away her url because im not a bitch like that, but ive never spoken to her in my life and i dont know her. this (in exact words) is what she said:
"wat kinda mcr fan r u?? u dont evn lok right. you dnt wear blck or anythng lik eyeliner in you pctures, you litle ratard pser.go kill yrself" 
okay so i guess by "pser" she mean poser and not pisser? ughh. since when has a Mcr fan had to wear eyeliner and dress in black? is this the kind of world you think we should be living in? so to like a certain band you have to dress a certain way and vice versa? girl you pathetic :D



current mood: bitchy

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Tuesday, November 13th, 2007
10:32 am - pj's!
dance school performance in ryde yesterday. too much high school musical for me but all rond it wasnt too bad. the babies were adorableee. my lil cousin was in there, i was so proud of her bless; she did a rocknroll dance and a tap. at the end there was this whole hsm thing going on and i was sat there like 'sweet jesus when is this living hell going to end.' but ya some of it was schweeet. especially the one too billy elliot. for some reason i thought i was going to cry. and oh ya; I HOPE YOU ALL HAD YOUR TWO MINUTES SILENCE BITCHES! cos i know i did. jess was crying her eyes out at church. her dads fighting in iraq. and it was kinda funny because i was hugging abi becoz she was crying and then this moody little five year old comes stomping in, pouting, and orders to be taken to his mommy. i was like "who the hell is your mommy?!" haha. just read catcher in the rye, reallyy goood. urm. i have deviantart now, my namess::  briddddie  (with four d's.) ph and im ill. cant fucking breathee,, but have a good mondayy kids.

current mood: blah

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Wednesday, August 29th, 2007
1:10 pm - SO I'M A DORK...?
today, i got told that i was a dork.
only joking - well, i did, but it was
joey, and he is SUCH a nerd you
wouldnt believe it...haha joking.
so i'm at my nans again today...
ho-hum. any of you had a good
day? it's my dads 50th on sat,
hes having a party....but theyre
only playing 60's songs so ill
be sat in the corner by myself.
w/e.

Brie xx

current mood: calm

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Wednesday, August 22nd, 2007
3:55 pm - SOMEONE SHOOT ME

I just listened tot he chicken song on smashhits! (we love novelty tunes)
i certainly DO NOT love novelty tunes.
especially not that one. 
someone just shoot me now and make it stop >.<
even though im listening to something else im actually humming it....
gah.



current mood: bitchy

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11:42 am - I'M SO HAPPYYYY

ahaaa. Eloise has a motto for me -
A NEW DAY, A NEW LAYOUT!
for myspace that is, dumbass.
i have a new one all the time.
urm. im at my nans again.
flicking through music channels....
and talking to Jodii on msn.
has anyone seen the video for stole by urm...
well i cant remember who sings it.
R-Kelly or something.
but the boy commits suicide in the school toilets :(
is really sad.
anyways.......im bored. just bought the new Kerrang!
theres a Panic! poster in there.
(eloise can have mine if she likes - =] )

xxxxx



current mood: complacent

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Thursday, August 16th, 2007
4:07 pm - I Like Emoticons.
I Use them to much. (emoticons that is, dumbass.)
i copied loads from people this morning and i cant stop using them.
just waiting for my next victim to come online *mwaha*
my moms just finished painting the front room etck.
it looks okay....i want mine painted but i'll have to wait till next year.
just downloaded a loada songs. haha.
i should do that more often. i'm getting my hair cut soon.
*fingers crossed*
urm. Kathryn's sleeping round tommorow. oh!
got another new myspace lyt & song etck.
go check it out. http://www.myspace.com/x__spidergirl__x
yes, i DO like busted. they are awesome, actually =D
come on msn anyone? Please? 
i promise to attack you with emoticons *mwahah*
peace out -hug-

current mood: content

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Wednesday, August 15th, 2007
10:36 am - HERE YOU GO =)
i promised a proper entry. so here it is.
basically, today isn't the most interesting day in the world.
reasons?
1) i'm at my nans watching spongebob with my little brother.
2) there isnt a 2. dosnt 1 explain itself?
did you look at my myspace? if you did, could you please tell
me how to turn the squares that say 100 x 100 into my friends pictures?
cause i have no idea how.
dude im bored. add my msn? please?
xHORRORSHOW@hotmail.com
spongebob is pretty interesting.
they're throwing a spoon at a worm to stop it from eating them.
and then squidward puts it in his butt pocket....
and he gets his butts eaten. rofl. anyway im off.
nans maming spag bol. adios x

current mood: ditzy

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9:17 am - PMSL QUICKY
quick entry just to say;;
new myspace layout and song.
go check it out. URL:
http://www.myspace.com/x__spidergirl__x
i promise i'll upadate proper soon.
have a good day ladies and gents,

current mood: busy

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Monday, August 13th, 2007
7:34 pm
i suppose i havent updated in a while...
well, it wasnt till Ellie reminded me a second ago, i remember i HAD a livejournal.
thats my apreciation for this site. haaah. only joking. i love it really.
recently been wtaching A Clockwork Orange stuff on youtube.
not the pervy stuff mind you. just the non-pervy type.
and ive started reading the book again. ive read it before....but i find that 
books are better that second time round.
but hey. is it just me or is there something attractive about Alex?
probably just me and my obsessions *ho hum*
not that i normally go for rapists and killers.....
i saw my friends boyfriend today - hes had ALL HIS HAIR CUT OFF.
haha. gutted =) she;s gonna go crazy when she sees it.
my mums building etc etc in the garden. shes really loud - 
its pissing me off a tad. but i;ll manage.
 Jiles managed to get his head stuck in a gate today.
dont ask. youll only get confused =]

current mood: artistic

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Sunday, July 29th, 2007
3:34 pm
i'm annoyed -_-
LimeWire wont let me download Cobra Starship.
gaygaygaygaygaygaygay.
Anyway...it's Cowes week soon  ( :
and i'm going clothes shopping next week.
the jeans i want are £20. ¬_¬
why am i poor god? WHY!?!?!?!
hahaha. joey totally EMBARASED us today.
his phone went off. that usually isnt so bad but his ringtone was;;
KELIS - MILKSHAKE.
we were mortified. and we ran off till it had stopped. hah.
x

current mood: awake

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Tuesday, July 24th, 2007
5:11 pm
i feel sick :-[
well, i was fine round newport.
we went to morrisons. and stalked a cute boy.
and then we sat outside and listened to kathryns iPod.
i saw eloise from inside but she didnt see me.
NOOOOOOOOOO.
haha. but then walking home i felt like i was gonna faint.
i skipped dinner. i didnt feel well enough.
im going to sleep now. tiiired. 
have a good day ladies and gents x

current mood: sick

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Sunday, July 22nd, 2007
12:14 pm

have any of you heard Slipknot - Vermilion pt 2?

The video is good. but it's really freaky. seriously it creeps me out:

http://youtube.com/watch?v=DoTUIe1-2fo

and the song it quite depressing =\
but it's pretty good. i prefer it to the original. to screamo.
but ya know, alls good.
i haven't started readin Deathly Hallows Yet. Joey's still on the first chapter.
*grumble*.  yesterday was hilarious =D
my cat got stuck under the bed and we couldnt get him out. Pmsl.

i had a freaky dream last night. and Kathryn said i was talking in my sleep.
lmao 0_o *twitch*

I'm hella tired. but my nans round today so i cant go out.
gah. i'm gonna go now guys, Adios x



current mood: cold

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Saturday, July 21st, 2007
4:19 pm
I Have A New Myspace.
And A New Layout On It.

Check It Out:

www.myspace.com/x_spidergirl_x

Or Something Like That.

x

current mood: crazy

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